I'm bored lar.

I WISH...

My name was: Isabella or Cordelia. Something that sounds pretty. Oh well, I'll reserve those names for my daughters.

I could date: Ewan Mc Gregor? Keanu Reeves? Aiya, you should know who I REALLY want...

I could be this when I grow up: treasured and loved

I could be better friends with: my ex-juniors. Should have talked more...

I could change this about me: my inability to stop caring for a certain person. Or maybe my height. And my eyesight.

I would change it to: 160cm would be good...and perfect eyesight.

If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?
spin around the sun. Because I bet I could walk on the moon if I had enough money to buy a space shuttle ticket, but wth can spin around the sun without being burnt to a crisp or becoming blind?

What colour do you think best describes you and why?
sea green/sea blue. Like the hidden depths of the ocean.

Do you know what your element is? If so what is it?
water. Pisces. Ox-earth? Something like that.

Do you know your astrological sign? If so what is it?
Pisces.

Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?
I think dreams are more like a window to your soul. You get to see what your soul is made of.

What is your most vivid dream?
There was the disembodied-skeleton head dream. The blood writing on the walls dream. The dream in which my friends got killed by broken bottles. The dream about the magical jewelled trees where my friends and I danced among. The dream about the robot on the school bus that tried to kill everyone. And the RA wet dreams. Do you really want to know? =P

If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why?
I would be making love to a certain person. Why do you want to know why? =P

If you could only choose one element to surround yourself with either a)wind, b)fire, c)earth, or d)water, which would you choose and why?
er wind. I think everything else might kill. Unless I have gills like a fish then I'd choose water. And if I were a witch who could escape from being burnt at the stake by just uttering magical words, then fire.

Would you ever share your heart completely with someone else? If yes, who, if no, why not?
Been there done that. Used to tell Gabriel everything. So if ever I die, you know who to look for for answers.

Who runs circles around your mind?
Myself.

If you had to paint a self-portrait would you make it a)realistic, b)abstract, or c)you'd rather die than have to pick up a paint brush? Explain your answer.
I'd paint both, put them side-by-side to compare, and then probably ditch the realistic one.

Which do you prefer most and why, a)natural light, b)candle light, c)florescent light, or d)moonlight?
Moonlight. Nature is the greatest provider.

How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth?
Yeah. I believe in all that.

Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why?
I wish I could put someone's name here but sorry. Nobody makes me think that much anymore. =P

Who is the most inspiring and why?
Nobody I know personally.

Have you ever written or drawn on another person?
Oh yes. But only if they tell me to.

Right now is your life spiralling, or ascending? Why?
Spiralling. In circles.

If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?
I would have asked the name of this guy Kenneth and I met at the medicine books bookstore. Because he's friendly and cute and I forgot that although I'm not interested, a certain friend of mine has been pestering me to introduce her to future doctors...

What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully, physical or mental, or both?
You've got to have that special something. It may just be a raise of an eyebrow or a cheeky smile, or a funny retort. It's got to be good though...

Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cosy bed indoors? Why?
Outside beneath the night sky. But could someone get rid of the ants and mosquitoes?

Name one person who’s changed your life for the worse.
This is one section where I shouldn't name names.

If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?
Probably "I forgive you and I love you" to a couple of people around...

Do you believe in heaven? If so what do you think it will be like?
Yes. I think it's different for everyone. But whatever it is, the pain would be gone.

Would you rather a)run through a sunflower field, b)jump inside a waterfall, or c)hike through the woods? Why?
Run through a sunflower field. I like flowers. Plus it'll be beautiful and perfect for photo taking.

What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood you're in?
Unfortunately if you catch me in one of my ultra depressive moods, NOTHING will make me smile.

If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?
Hmm. Jesus.

Have you ever written poetry? Have you shared it?
yes and yes.

Do you believe experimentation can be a good thing? Why or why not?
Most of the time yes. Hey this question is too vague! Experimentation in WHAT?

If you had the ability to change one thing about the world, what would it be and why?
Eliminate poverty or the desire for war

If you could go back in time, where would you go, what would you do, and why?
The past shouldn't be tampered with.

What is the most bizarre thing you've ever done to yourself?
Ha ha ha. Shave down there.

What song best describes you?
Since it's still the holidays - "Perfect day".

What famous person do people say you look most like?
Nobody. I look like myself.

If you could relive any moment of your life, what would it be and why?
Floating in a bathtub while watching the sunset one evening...because I felt unconditional love and peace and happiness.

What do you think is your best quality?
forgiveness. I'd have died by now if I didn't forgive.

What do you think is the best quality a person can have?
Selflessness

What is something you've always wanted to do?
Read all the books in the entire world. Be a ballerina. Act as Christine in "Phantom of the Opera". Be an ice-skater like in Disney-on-ice. Be one of those actors acting in Disneyland shows. Be a beautiful bride. Travel to every single place on the face of this earth. Lots of stuff.

What one song do you think is overplayed?
The national anthem. Singing it every morning in school makes children desensitized to whatever the national anthem is supposed to inspire them with.

What's the highest score you've ever bowled?
I think it was 80. Or 72. Whatever, I can't remember.

Describe the weirdest pair of pants you own.
Right now? This pair of jeans with silk ankle cuff thingies with chinese flowers, and then there's that faded, embroidered face of a girl on the knee.

Do you have anything written on your hands right now? If so, what?
no.

What is the weirdest conversation you've ever had with anybody?
Can't quite remember, but I like to hear friends' replies when I raise the question about the "screaming vegetables". You know, that thing about when you slice a carrot or something it'll scream for mercy, except that it's in such a high pitch that you can't hear them? Yeah? =P